Mrs ' Almost ' Popular

For some strange reason I just always seem not to be where I want to be. And for some people they always seem to be where they want to. Which hardly seems fair but I guess that's life. I could understand if in school they were popular but in another place they aren't. But when you seemingly have everything everywhere that makes me feel some type of way.

See for me secondary school was bad, awful, terrible and any other synonym but there really isn't a reason why it was like this. I guess I would have been okay if I was the geeky girl who had her group of super close crazy friends who had good times together and tackled the murky waters of high school together but this wasn't the case.

Sure I had friends who I liked and I had some acquaintances as well but I always felt like I was missing out on something but not being a part of the main group. At my school we didn't have popular people because 3/4 of my year would have been considered popular then and that makes no sense. And not being a part of that group made me feel at a loss. Especially since towards the end one of my friends that i've known since the start started to be in that group and I would wish that I could be there too but knew I couldn't because It was too late. 

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