Trainers or Heels

If you read my previous post then you know that I lost my V card not that long ago, almost two months and I have to say a lot has changed in that short period of time. Most of it less than stellar with some gleaming moments of pure joy sprinkled in there. I know the burning question to everyone will be are you and SP still together and my answer to that is HELL NO TO THE NO NO NO, HELL TO THE NO. I hope your singing along to that just like I was while typing. In typical me fashion I really know how to pick a guy with accurate precision, I even have a list of traits they must live up to in order for me to find them attractive, they must be a: manipulator  liar  player have no respect for me and generally be a dickhead  As you can tell I haven't had the best experiences with guys but none of the others left me quite as jaded as SP did. Everything was fine after we did the deed; we were texting each other all the time like normal and I was envisioning myself b...

Due to my recent binge of 'Awkward' I have decided to become more Jenna like in my ways and write about my first time having sex. Here's what happened I'm a 17 year old girl and like many others I felt as if everyone else was having sex or at least those who were cool were and also that any guy I was interested in would be expecting sex and I wouldn't be prepared. So I set out on my somewhat misguided journey to have sex for the first time. How did I intend to complete this feat you ask? Well for me Tinder was the answer. It seems like a strange choice right? the dating app known more it's hookups than actual lasting matches, but I figured it's as good a way as any to meet someone and I did. He was a nice guy ,let's call him SP, we talked for about a week before we decided to meet up today. Before I left home I was a ball of nerves but I was excited and knew I wanted to do it but just actually doing it made me nervous. Despite this I was a woman ...