How I Lost My Virginity Storytime
Due to my recent binge of 'Awkward' I have decided to become more Jenna like in my ways and write about my first time having sex.
Here's what happened
I'm a 17 year old girl and like many others I felt as if everyone else was having sex or at least those who were cool were and also that any guy I was interested in would be expecting sex and I wouldn't be prepared. So I set out on my somewhat misguided journey to have sex for the first time. How did I intend to complete this feat you ask? Well for me Tinder was the answer.
It seems like a strange choice right? the dating app known more it's hookups than actual lasting matches, but I figured it's as good a way as any to meet someone and I did. He was a nice guy ,let's call him SP, we talked for about a week before we decided to meet up today. Before I left home I was a ball of nerves but I was excited and knew I wanted to do it but just actually doing it made me nervous. Despite this I was a woman on a mission and vowed to myself not to go home with my hymen still intact.
When we first met up he took me to a secluded park/ forest type of thing and to normal people alarm bells would start ringing but to me I just took this as usual road man behaviour. He told me that his mum was still home and that he needed to waste some time before we could go back to his. At first our meeting was slightly awkward due to me being a shyish person around new people and him not being the talkative type. We sat on some wall and talked for a few minutes before he asked me to give him a blowjob. Although I initially declined, due to the abundance of bugs and dirt which threatened to mess up my pristine white trainers, he did somehow convince me to do so and for the next 7 minutes I sucked to my heart's content. I thought I did a pretty good job considering the last time I gave a blowjob was when I was 14 and had nooo clue what I was doing- let's just say I didn't know you weren't meant to use teeth. I definitely learned from my mistakes and for this time I did my research and it seemed to pay off as he didn't take long to finish.
After this we talked for a little while before he suggested we check if his mum was still home. He told me to wait by the street and said that his mum would be leaving in 10 minutes only to keep texting me and delaying it as she would not leave. About an hour must have passed, with me looking like a weirdo stuffing my face with popcorn and sweets on a random street corner for an extended period of time, so when he came down to get me saying that he was going to sneak me in I was overjoyed. Me being an absolute klutz's when he told me to go round the corner to his room I proceeded to open the door to his mum's bedroom, luckily she didn't seem to see me but still, what an idiot!
Once in his room I stripped off but he told me to keep my top on in case his mum walked in. He put the condom on and whatever, layed me down on his bed and then slammed into my walls. Not to be soo graphic but slammed is a very appropriate word here, it hurt not unbearably, if it just for one second but if it was continuous it would not have been a fun experience. Luckily for me after about a minute the pain completely subsided and I was left to enjoy the pleasure of my first time or so I thought.
To put it simply I was bored, he was just slamming into me like a jack hammer and every time it started to get good he would flip positions. I didn't really feel I could voice my opinion because his mum was in the next room so I was just prepared to ride it out. I had already made him cum earlier from the blowjob I gave him //sidenote his cum tasted rank and I swear it was slightly green in colour but like a trouper I had to swallow that shit. I was still gagging remembering the taste hours later which means he needs to be put on a pineapple diet// so I was not concerned about if he couldn't cum again.
Somewhat thankfully we called it quits after he discovered I was bleeding, he asked me if my period had started and I said yes knowing damn well this dude just broke my hymen for good. The goodbye was pretty rushed after this, he didn't seem exactly thrilled about having blood on his dick and I was slightly embarrassed as I thought he may guess the truth so I stormed out of there as quick as I could go. But not before he gave me a plastic bag filled with the empty condom and lube packet as well as the bits of tissue he used to clean blood out of my vagina how sexy! Now because he lives in road man village there were no freaking bins around so I had to carry the carrier bag of shame with me all the way on the bus until my stop.
When I left his room my immediate reaction was annoyance towards him, in that moment I was so sure that I would never talk to this ass hole again and that sex was so far a bullshit experience. I knew it wasn't exactly going to be fireworks but for heavens sake we didn't even KISS. Surely the order goes you kiss a guy then you have sex with him or am I missing out on something here.
If this was many other people I'm sure they've felt used, had regret and never talk to this guy again. But unfortunately I am not like most people. While I know realise this was a less than stellar way to lose your virginity this is what I signed up for. I didn't want to wait until I had a boyfriend to have sex because I didn't want to seem inexperienced and I do truly feel a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I now feel free to have sex with whoever I want without worrying whether or not to tell them I'm a virgin. Don't get me wrong the movie scene of the beautiful life changing first time is great but I'm not really into the romance and this is the reality for me. If you want to chase that movie scene go for it and if you don't go for that too.
As for if I'll ever have sex with SP again that's up for debate. Despite the experience we had I do think he is a nice guy if simply just a product of his roadman environment. He texted me while I was on the bus to have a conversation with me and I think he does actually like me though he doesn't really know how to show it. But the real issue to figure out is whether I like him. Enough.
Anyways this is my story of losing my virginity and it's not perfect. One day I may look back on it and wished I waited or I may be glad I did it now. I know there's a lot of issues in this story but this is my reality. I lost my virginity at around 12 o'clock on the 27th May 2016 and now it's 7 o'clock on the same day and all I have to take from it is a sore vagina.
Here's what happened
I'm a 17 year old girl and like many others I felt as if everyone else was having sex or at least those who were cool were and also that any guy I was interested in would be expecting sex and I wouldn't be prepared. So I set out on my somewhat misguided journey to have sex for the first time. How did I intend to complete this feat you ask? Well for me Tinder was the answer.
It seems like a strange choice right? the dating app known more it's hookups than actual lasting matches, but I figured it's as good a way as any to meet someone and I did. He was a nice guy ,let's call him SP, we talked for about a week before we decided to meet up today. Before I left home I was a ball of nerves but I was excited and knew I wanted to do it but just actually doing it made me nervous. Despite this I was a woman on a mission and vowed to myself not to go home with my hymen still intact.
When we first met up he took me to a secluded park/ forest type of thing and to normal people alarm bells would start ringing but to me I just took this as usual road man behaviour. He told me that his mum was still home and that he needed to waste some time before we could go back to his. At first our meeting was slightly awkward due to me being a shyish person around new people and him not being the talkative type. We sat on some wall and talked for a few minutes before he asked me to give him a blowjob. Although I initially declined, due to the abundance of bugs and dirt which threatened to mess up my pristine white trainers, he did somehow convince me to do so and for the next 7 minutes I sucked to my heart's content. I thought I did a pretty good job considering the last time I gave a blowjob was when I was 14 and had nooo clue what I was doing- let's just say I didn't know you weren't meant to use teeth. I definitely learned from my mistakes and for this time I did my research and it seemed to pay off as he didn't take long to finish.
After this we talked for a little while before he suggested we check if his mum was still home. He told me to wait by the street and said that his mum would be leaving in 10 minutes only to keep texting me and delaying it as she would not leave. About an hour must have passed, with me looking like a weirdo stuffing my face with popcorn and sweets on a random street corner for an extended period of time, so when he came down to get me saying that he was going to sneak me in I was overjoyed. Me being an absolute klutz's when he told me to go round the corner to his room I proceeded to open the door to his mum's bedroom, luckily she didn't seem to see me but still, what an idiot!
Once in his room I stripped off but he told me to keep my top on in case his mum walked in. He put the condom on and whatever, layed me down on his bed and then slammed into my walls. Not to be soo graphic but slammed is a very appropriate word here, it hurt not unbearably, if it just for one second but if it was continuous it would not have been a fun experience. Luckily for me after about a minute the pain completely subsided and I was left to enjoy the pleasure of my first time or so I thought.
To put it simply I was bored, he was just slamming into me like a jack hammer and every time it started to get good he would flip positions. I didn't really feel I could voice my opinion because his mum was in the next room so I was just prepared to ride it out. I had already made him cum earlier from the blowjob I gave him //sidenote his cum tasted rank and I swear it was slightly green in colour but like a trouper I had to swallow that shit. I was still gagging remembering the taste hours later which means he needs to be put on a pineapple diet// so I was not concerned about if he couldn't cum again.
Somewhat thankfully we called it quits after he discovered I was bleeding, he asked me if my period had started and I said yes knowing damn well this dude just broke my hymen for good. The goodbye was pretty rushed after this, he didn't seem exactly thrilled about having blood on his dick and I was slightly embarrassed as I thought he may guess the truth so I stormed out of there as quick as I could go. But not before he gave me a plastic bag filled with the empty condom and lube packet as well as the bits of tissue he used to clean blood out of my vagina how sexy! Now because he lives in road man village there were no freaking bins around so I had to carry the carrier bag of shame with me all the way on the bus until my stop.
When I left his room my immediate reaction was annoyance towards him, in that moment I was so sure that I would never talk to this ass hole again and that sex was so far a bullshit experience. I knew it wasn't exactly going to be fireworks but for heavens sake we didn't even KISS. Surely the order goes you kiss a guy then you have sex with him or am I missing out on something here.
If this was many other people I'm sure they've felt used, had regret and never talk to this guy again. But unfortunately I am not like most people. While I know realise this was a less than stellar way to lose your virginity this is what I signed up for. I didn't want to wait until I had a boyfriend to have sex because I didn't want to seem inexperienced and I do truly feel a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I now feel free to have sex with whoever I want without worrying whether or not to tell them I'm a virgin. Don't get me wrong the movie scene of the beautiful life changing first time is great but I'm not really into the romance and this is the reality for me. If you want to chase that movie scene go for it and if you don't go for that too.
As for if I'll ever have sex with SP again that's up for debate. Despite the experience we had I do think he is a nice guy if simply just a product of his roadman environment. He texted me while I was on the bus to have a conversation with me and I think he does actually like me though he doesn't really know how to show it. But the real issue to figure out is whether I like him. Enough.
Anyways this is my story of losing my virginity and it's not perfect. One day I may look back on it and wished I waited or I may be glad I did it now. I know there's a lot of issues in this story but this is my reality. I lost my virginity at around 12 o'clock on the 27th May 2016 and now it's 7 o'clock on the same day and all I have to take from it is a sore vagina.
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