Trainers or Heels

So from the overly emotional ball of shit that was my last post you'll know that I got my heart broken by a dickhead SP, who had only an average sized penis might I add ... just to be petty hehe.  Anyway after I got overly my mini melt down I began my self love journey and even abstained from boys for a whole 3 WEEKS! This may sound small to some but I as an excited teenage girl yearning to discover sex and her sexuality further could not wait any longer to discover the next guy that would enter my life and my vagina.  After a catch up session with one of my day 1 besties she convinced me to take the plunge and text a guy who I stopped talking to about a month + before. So when I got home that night I took the plunge and texted him. Before we stopped talking we didn't text each other for long only a couple days but I always liked his enthusiasm while texting. He seemed like he really wanted to talk to me and wasn't like those roadmen I loved so who would try to ac...

If you read my previous post then you know that I lost my V card not that long ago, almost two months and I have to say a lot has changed in that short period of time. Most of it less than stellar with some gleaming moments of pure joy sprinkled in there. I know the burning question to everyone will be are you and SP still together and my answer to that is HELL NO TO THE NO NO NO, HELL TO THE NO. I hope your singing along to that just like I was while typing. In typical me fashion I really know how to pick a guy with accurate precision, I even have a list of traits they must live up to in order for me to find them attractive, they must be a: manipulator  liar  player have no respect for me and generally be a dickhead  As you can tell I haven't had the best experiences with guys but none of the others left me quite as jaded as SP did. Everything was fine after we did the deed; we were texting each other all the time like normal and I was envisioning myself b...