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Friends with benefits???

Yet again I am back here and a lot has happened. After unofficially ending things with my chocolate and vanilla swirl *Crazy eyes voice* guy I was bored bored bored . There happened to be two weeks of summer when ALL of my friends were holiday. While they were off sunning themselves in places like Italy and America I was stuck in the mildy warm weather of Britain at work. One of my friends from school and I met up one day and as I expressed to her my intense boredom she suggested that I download an app called Skout. Skout is an app for teenagers where you can chat to people near you or even abroad, essentially the teenbop version of Tinder. I actually decided to download the app because I thought it's be cool to meet some guys my own age and just have conversion. Not to tell a lie I was also very hormonal that summer and since it had been a few months since my cherry was popped I thought what better than to get back into the dating pool now that I was emotionally stable and wha...
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Chocolate and vanilla... swirl

So from the overly emotional ball of shit that was my last post you'll know that I got my heart broken by a dickhead SP, who had only an average sized penis might I add ... just to be petty hehe.  Anyway after I got overly my mini melt down I began my self love journey and even abstained from boys for a whole 3 WEEKS! This may sound small to some but I as an excited teenage girl yearning to discover sex and her sexuality further could not wait any longer to discover the next guy that would enter my life and my vagina.  After a catch up session with one of my day 1 besties she convinced me to take the plunge and text a guy who I stopped talking to about a month + before. So when I got home that night I took the plunge and texted him. Before we stopped talking we didn't text each other for long only a couple days but I always liked his enthusiasm while texting. He seemed like he really wanted to talk to me and wasn't like those roadmen I loved so who would try to ac...
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The Misadventures in sex

If you read my previous post then you know that I lost my V card not that long ago, almost two months and I have to say a lot has changed in that short period of time. Most of it less than stellar with some gleaming moments of pure joy sprinkled in there. I know the burning question to everyone will be are you and SP still together and my answer to that is HELL NO TO THE NO NO NO, HELL TO THE NO. I hope your singing along to that just like I was while typing. In typical me fashion I really know how to pick a guy with accurate precision, I even have a list of traits they must live up to in order for me to find them attractive, they must be a: manipulator  liar  player have no respect for me and generally be a dickhead  As you can tell I haven't had the best experiences with guys but none of the others left me quite as jaded as SP did. Everything was fine after we did the deed; we were texting each other all the time like normal and I was envisioning myself b...
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How I Lost My Virginity Storytime

Due to my recent binge of 'Awkward' I have decided to become more Jenna like in my ways and write about my first time having sex. Here's what happened I'm a 17 year old girl and like many others I felt as if everyone else was having sex or at least those who were cool were and also that any guy I was interested in would be expecting sex and I wouldn't be prepared. So I set out on my somewhat misguided journey to have sex for the first time. How did I intend to complete this feat you ask? Well for me Tinder was the answer. It seems like a strange choice right? the dating app known more it's hookups than actual lasting matches, but I figured it's as good a way as any to meet someone and I did. He was a nice guy ,let's call him SP, we talked for about a week before we decided to meet up today. Before I left home I was a ball of nerves but I was excited and knew I wanted to do it but just actually doing it made me nervous. Despite this I was a woman ...
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Mrs ' Almost ' Popular

For some strange reason I just always seem not to be where I want to be. And for some people they always seem to be where they want to. Which hardly seems fair but I guess that's life. I could understand if in school they were popular but in another place they aren't. But when you seemingly have everything everywhere that makes me feel some type of way. See for me secondary school was bad, awful, terrible and any other synonym but there really isn't a reason why it was like this. I guess I would have been okay if I was the geeky girl who had her group of super close crazy friends who had good times together and tackled the murky waters of high school together but this wasn't the case. Sure I had friends who I liked and I had some acquaintances as well but I always felt like I was missing out on something but not being a part of the main group. At my school we didn't have popular people because 3/4 of my year would have been considered popular then and that make...
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Need to know information for choosing A levels part 1

At my school we have a thing called a careers interviews which is where you talk to a lady about all the different options that you have post 16. I found this to be very interesting and helpful as it made some things a lot clearer. I thought I'd share some information about it in order to help any of you guys out there. 1. Most Universities want you have a facilitating subject. I'm sure most of you have heard this word being thrown around and this has got you into a panic because you think that you will have to take classes that you don't enjoy. Well this is completely not the case. The list of facilitating subjects are as follows: English literature  History  Modern Languages – e.g. French, German, Spanish etc…  Classical languages – e.g. Latin, Ancient Greek Maths & Further Maths  Physics Biology Geography Chemistry Russell group universities suggest that you take at least one if not more of these subjects because if you don't then there will ...
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In a french speaking exam you need to know how to speak french

Hey guys I'm super sorry that my posts haven't been that consistent I've just been a little swamped by trying to start my revision for my mocks. On Monday I had my French speaking exam (the one I didn't prepare for) so I wanted to tell you how it went. Basically that day I was already quite sad that I was back at school but to make it worse I had an exam that I hadn't prepared for, that I couldn't just wing. I was so nervous about it that I was shaking while trying to get in some last minute revision. One of my friends was also doing her exam a little while after mine so we were both panicking and rambling about how nervous we were. I tried to cram in as much revision as I could until form time ended and it was time to go to maths so I was forced to put my notes away. Maths was soooooooo boring and I didn't understand what Sir was talking about so in a way I was happy to get out of there. My exam started at 9:30 but I left at 9:20 because the pl...
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